Wednesday, October 17, 2012

October Update


chloe looks so uncomfortable it is funny!

she is now able to stand up and even walk while holding on to some support.  she not only says "mama", "baba", but also "gege" (brother) now!  and she even waves "good-bye" occasionally.


alan put on chloe's top here and finding it funny, so he started dancing in front of a big mirror!

Saturday, September 15, 2012

sit up


at 7.5 months, chloe is able to sit up by herself.  she can even pull herself into a standing position by pulling and holding on to... well... my cloth or my bra... lol

here she's chewing bryan's eye cream.


Saturday, September 8, 2012

no empty promises from mom

alan cried so badly last night, and this morning, he told me it was because he was scared that i would leave him.

dear baby alan, i wanted so much to tell you that i would never leave you, but i couldn't.  i couldn't give you empty promises that i was unable to fulfil.

you will grow up and leave me to lead your own life, and mom will one day leave you in this world to pass to the one beyond.

but please always know this, my baby, that my love will always be with you.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

poor alan, poor chloe

alan had a slight fever at 37.9C degree on monday morning.  i took him to see the doctor but it didn't help.  his temperature kept rising.  we went to the hospital every day, and had three transfusions on wednesday, thursday and friday.

we had his finger pricked on thursday, and white blood cell count was normal.  so the doctor said it wasn't a virus.

on friday night, when his temperature went as high as 39.6c degree, the doctor made him had a chest scan and suspected it was a pneumonia because the image of some parts of the lung was a bit blurry.  bryan took alan to another hospital the next morning and had his blood drawn for tests.  initial test of white blood cell count was normal but they needed to grow the specimen to confirm if there's any other bacteria.  i'm going to pick up the result tomorrow afternoon.

his temperature had come down and back to a normal range (albeit slightly higher at the lower 37c range) since saturday afternoon, and appetite improved, too.  he barely ate anything during the last few days.

chloe has been coughing, too, and had a temperature of 38.5c on thursday night.  i took her to see a doctor on friday morning, who prescribed some anti-virus and antibiotics.  she didn't like taking medicine and threw up quite a few times, but she seems to be fine now.  still a bit of cough, but temperate is normal and her appetite seems to be fine.

here i want to thank the people from the "angels in my studio" facebook group.  i wrote a brief post about my children being sick and asked if they would advice how to call upon a healing angel.  we received beautiful beautiful support there.  so a huge thank you to everyone who offer their support, prayer, advice etc...

Saturday, July 28, 2012

baby chloe in bath


baby chloe in bath, having a bit of fun...

Friday, July 27, 2012

alan's bed time stories


alan demands to have his bed time stories every night.  sometimes you can keep telling stories and he won't fall asleep.  our stories nowadays, after the lights are off, are what baby lion, baba lion, mama lion and meimei lion are doing.  we substitute elephants for lions sometimes.  basically it's just what we did during the day.

or i would ask him questions like, what's the colour of the lion, what is he doing, where is he going, why, and then etc.

the other night, i was so tired and when alan asked me to tell him a story, i replied that it was his turn to tell me a story instead.  so he started, once upon a time, there was a ...

i don't even remember what he said, for i fell asleep too soon...

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

chloe's 5 months milestones


  • chloe is able to army crawl at 5 months
  • chloe is able to roll to her back and back to her tummy at 5 months
  • chloe is able to say "mom mom" at 5 months
  • and she smiles a LOT