Wednesday, November 17, 2010

facing death


after reading about dan's dream on single dad laughing, i decided to also write down a dream i had two nights ago.

in my dream, i had the ability to foresee death's next victim in my dreams (yes, it's like "inception", in my second layer of dreams).  in my dream of dream, the next victim would be eaten by a huge group of leopard cats.  people from my primary school and junior highs started to die, one by one, accurately predicted by my dreams.  

one night, myself was eaten by the cats and i knew that it was my turn.  i also knew that death would only focus on killing you for the month i had the dream, so if i could survive this month - which was september, the month of my birthday - i would be able to live on.  i also knew that death was only able to "take" you away if you were alone.  with those in mind, i tried to stick with others.  

first, i went shopping with my dad, helping him choose a medium sized jacket.  he told me at the end of our shopping trip, "well, don't worry, it's already 28 september, just a few more days.  you'll be alright."  by the way, 28/9 was my birthday.

next, i was walking on the street with a girl from my primary school class.  i was grabbing her tee and wasn't going to let go as i told her, "i won't let you go, as death will come take me if i'm alone."  but i was very tired trying to stay awake all month, and finally i fell asleep.  

i was in bed, covered by a mosquito nest.  i suddenly felt death approaching from my right hand side.  i pretended to be asleep and when i felt that he was on my bedside table, i raised suddenly and hit him with my right elbow.  then i turned around to face him.  i saw his face - it was very skinny, white, old and winkled.  i then swung my right arm at him with full force to punch him in the face.  he said angrily without moving his lips, "how dare you fighting me!"

then i woke up.

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